Downward spiral

I took a nose dive today... straight into the toilet! I woke up this morning feeling suprisingly good. I was still tired, but that wasn't out of the norm. We had some coffee, I had about a half a cup. then we went to shower and I was still feeling fine. I had 1 cookie and 3 ritz crackers and i've been in and out of the bathroom ever since. If I could just get what ever it is thats making me feel like this than I would feel so much better but it wont!

now I have the strange smell of garlic toast and I don't know where it is coming from. I hate hate hate this. I am weak and shakey. I hate this!