Life after leaving.

So i think its day #3.

I haven't returned back to work yet, that's tomorrow. But I've been keeping busy. After my Uncle's funeral, we've had a LOT of people in town.

My grandma's been in town and I've been spending a lot of time at my parents.

I've been lucky enough so far that B's schedule has allowed him to call me every night before bed. i know I've been a bit spoiled, and I'm aware. I told him tonight that its okay if he's to tired after his day to call me and he wants to go right to bed.

I love him with all my heart and i can't wait to see him again.

I told him today that i miss him. and he told me he doesn't think he'll be able to go the whole time with out seeing me. He graduates this school at the end of June. but he wants me to come down and visit on the next school where he'll have more freedom.

I might have to take him up on that offer.

I'm such a sucker for that guy

Day Number One!

Today B left for some military schools.

Today is day #1 of being alone and holding down the home front. Its interesting.

here's a recap of today:

I dropped B off at the airport at like 4am this morning. His flight ran long! but he got some sleep and got some food in his system.

and then... they over booked his flight so he had to wait on other people because they're dumb (one of his biggest pet peeves)

and then... he was flying for the first time on a prop plane.

and then... they lost his bags. They found his bags and they came in on the next flight.

my poor husband.

he starts his school tomorrow afternoon. i told him to drink his last beer (if he could) or soda and lay on the bed and relax.

I on the other hand:

have cleaned the living room
done the laundry
cleaned off the dining room table
cleaned off my desk
gone to lunch with my bff
bleached the counter tops
did the dishes
went to dinner with my parents

and.... drank beer lol.

I'm a worrier by nature and i take it out by cleaning. hahahahaha

so I'm laying here in bed struggling to find the urge to fall asleep ::insert yawn here:: (<-it really did happen). And so i figured I'd get back into the swing of things with the blog,

lose this second wind, and hopefully CRASH OUT.

wish me luck on my first of many nights alone here in the very near future.

Holy Moly

My last post was March 2nd!?!?

MARCH 2ND!?!?!?!?!?!?!

jeebus.

lets give you an update.

Me:
-I'm still working for the devil's bitch
-I still hate my job
-I plan on quiting as soon as its possible
-I've lost 30lbs since December
-I fell down a flight of stairs a while back
-I'm still in physical therapy for my neck
-I hate my job
-Muscle spasms in my neck make my life HELL!
-I'm training for a 5k
-I'm just living and loving life

B:
-He was accepted to Active Duty Air Force
-He got his Commission early this month
-He is awaiting his orders
-He is supposed to leave sometime late this month
-He is going to be gone for 15 weeks worth of school

US:
-We're getting stationed in California
-I'm getting set to get 1 term of school done while B's gone
-I can't wait to get back into school
-I'm going to miss him while he's gone, but I'm excited for him to go so i have some alone time.

What a week...

And its only Tuesday.

So today i took a half day because i feel like poo.
I did my "have to do's" and got out of there.

even though i can hardly talk, I'm expected to be main on phones.
even though i do my whole recorded crap "Good Morning/Afternoon thank you for calling craptastic this is Rotty how can I help you?" and the automatic response from the caller is one of 3 responses

1) whoa you sound like crap
2) Oh hunny, you sound terrible
3) you're not sounding so great (<--from the polite people)

and it just makes my voice/throat/cough worse.

Then tomorrow i work a half day and then i get to drive to drill... alone. So then I get to have a double drill weekend ( 4 days instead of 2) because i missed last month due to my fall.

I'm excited to get up there, because i really like the people in my unit.

But I'm not excited for the drive or to be away from my husband. He takes such good care of me, i take it for granted most of the time. Like tonight he made us his famous (well, famous to us) homemade calzone of awesomeness. and all I had to do was role out the dough.

I am also going to try really hard to stay and save money while I'm there. I'm packing my microwavable pasta/rice cooker.
and I'm going to do as much as i can to save money, eat healthy, and do as much as i can while I'm gone.
Its easy to eat healthier while I'm home, but when I'm gone that's when i struggle.
So tomorrow. i have PT, then work, then i drive, should be interesting...

What a Weekend & Update (Part III)

So Thursday i had PT, and there was a bunch of young guys. I had a "deep tissue" massage. it hurt like a bisnatch.

I apparently have scar tissue developing between my layer of skin and my layer of muscle so he had 'break it up'. oh...my... god. not a fun feeling. not a fun feeling at all. my appointment was late that evening.

Then Friday i had an early PT appointment. It went a little better. she did the ultrasonic, and then the elecrostimulator (i call it electroshock). it was simple but still still hard.

on my health front... I'm not doing so great.
Thursday morning i felt a little off, but because of the meds I'm taking for my neck i can't take day quill or NyQuil.

Friday got worse and worse as the day went on

Friday night was B's friend's birthday so we went down town for his birthday. i didn't drink at all. i was driving and drinking on my meds is a BAD idea.

then i woke up on Saturday and felt terrible. and I've basically been moving between my side of the bed and the couch. its just this terrible cough, my throat is raw and its just no fun.

so today I've updated my reading wish list, my goodreads profile (notice the new widget). and do a bunch of other really POINTLESS stuff on the computer.

lol.
that's my update.