Wednesday, June 17, 2009

...Sigh...

OH the drama that is my work...
I hate that I have to work there at this point.

So the first day back - None of the management even said welcome back. it was stressful and unorganized and chaotic. i hated every minute of it. My new Fearless Leader (now called FL) was 5 min late. I dislike hate loathe lateness. I'm not joking. I am always always early. if i'm 15min early i'm around 5min late for me. i'd rather be 1 hour early than 1 second late. And my new FL comes in late, bad first impression.


Then she talks at me. she doesn't talk to me. look lady you're only 7 years older than me. you're not my mom. i'm not your child, i'm your co worker. treat me like it. i had to wait and ask her over and over again for tasks. i was waiting around to be graded like i was in school.no thank you.

The second day went better - my big boss man came and apologized for not saying welcome back, or that they were happy to have me back. then he walked me through a lot of the changes and a lot of the differences in the office that happened after i left. he told me that we were going to be slowly shifting some of my old job back to me and that in the mean time the owner had 'projects' that i'd be working on. I told him that doesn't sound bad. but if i had a list of the tasks i'd like it better. that way i didn't have to stop FL every 5 min when my next task is up. well, when he brought it up to her she said next week. so now i'm filing the papers they should be filing, i'm doing the things 'they don't have time for' or 'they're pet projects'. gah. but it was okay.

Yesterday sucked - for one thing it was CD2. not a happy camper. cramps are evil. i woke up that morning pain from the middle of my back to my ankles. seriously bad pain. but i took some Tylenol and went on my way. I went to work. I wish i had a desk. I wish I had MY desk back. I wish I had any space at all. At this point i barley have a chair to sit in. so i role from one spot to another. currently i'm sitting at big boss-man's desk. i didn't even have a drawer. grrr. its just frustrating. I don't feel like i'm working 1)at a level i left at 2)that i even belong in that office anymore.

If B had a job right now, i'd be looking for a new one. but because his job situation is so up in the air, i can't.

I'm now doing what i said i never would. I wake up ever day hating going to work. I hate every minute of it. I don't want to be there.... so ya.

thanks for letting me vent.

today's Thursday.
which means tomorrow's Friday.
lord help me make it through this week

3 comments:

Cammie said...

nothing like a little work annoyance to totally screw your mood for the rest of the day. Good times.

Buckin said...

I'm so sorry. I don't know where you were or what you did, but our hero's deserve more than this pathetic return to life.

Maybe once you get your old tasks back, it will be fine again. GL!

ceecee said...

I'm new to learning about your job, and it definitely seems very frustrating...sorry it's that way. I always think work should be a calm environment where everyone can get along and have a good time as well...unfortunately, it isn't like that. :-/

What do you do, if I may ask?

 
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